Doesn't have to be a gay boy! I'm a married guy who loves to be inseminated by another cheating husband. I lay back, spread my thighs and raise my legs just like their wives do. Except, I'm much tighter, and they can enjoy me for the physical sensations alone, without all the mental and emotional stuff.
That feeling when his cock starts to jerk inside me and i could feel his warm sperm shooting into me...that made me forever his bitch. I was 70 when this happened...he was 26 and he was fucking me with a passion....like a wild dog....and i was loving it.
It sounds like you had a good experience with a great top. He knew how to break you in without breaking you. If everybody who has tried anal had a good top, then everybody would love to incorporate it into their sex lives. I had a friend over one night, and we decided to trade out, fucking each other. Both being virgins in every way, we took our time and made sure the bottom was comfortable and not in pain. I became a slut that night. I loved the feeling of him shuddering over me while lying on top of me. The feeling of his cock spasms and jerks with each shot of his cum. Really lying there from exhaustion and emotional drain. But I relished the feeling of his cum, puddled at the bottom of my ass pussy. It stayed there all night, as did his, even with our continued playing. I think it really joined us on a brotherhood level.